I am now 21

bought myself a new tragus stud and it’s a tiny little loveheart and I am happy also when did I get so freckly

drinking wine and baking blueberry bagels, things are actually pretty sweet

margot and I looking like ketchup and mustard

so nervous about going to the doctors for stupid test results tomorrow that I can’t sleep. ughhhh.

derpin in the dark

a hand that reaches through my body, stuck

halfway between the first and second rib

delights in how I pulsate, how my veins

embrace my blood and take it to my brain

which then attempts to build a barricade.

clench those bones, snap your fingers,

throw bones in the stream to stop the pain.

and any part of me that trickles to the floor

won’t matter to the sea, that hand

or me, at all.

worst day, so glad it’s over

I had a dream that the glass between us slipped but didn’t hit the floor, there was no crash, no crack, just no glass anymore. and the enclosure, being no longer enclosed, closed up forever. no more tickets, no more tapping, no more artificial weather. you took back your skin and your hair for yourself and you just ran. you ran like hell.

kaporter: judith and holofernes, another poegle typed up on typewriter ~~~art~~~

: LUCKY: 6, Pink

kaporter:

travel far under these stars where you can look but not touch.

you could cut or burn yourself and it wouldn’t hurt

ask yourself “do I want to jump”? I think you know the answer.

but you had better think carefully before you make a decision,

avoid situations where there are complications

some…

collage poem created with horoscopes from the courier mail, wednesday 6th march.

oh my god I just made soy milk rice pudding with rhubarb and I am dying because it’s the most delicious thing ever oh god

and there you were, tulip

held to your lips, not in a kiss

but in thoughtfulness

“did you know that if your hand is bigger than your face it means you have cancer”

nothing nicer than getting cosy with cats and listening to ratatat while it rains like crazy outside